Yep, It still me...

It's me again, God.  Just me.  Thank you for being there.

Well yesterday, I hauled off the trash, got some of those good tomatoes, went to the grocery and almost stuck to my list.  I did pretty good with that, I think.  I came home, got the groceries in and up, and was able to pick up some and do a load of laundry (I think that was yesterday).  All in one day.  For me and my breathing that was pretty good.

I made a deal with myself yesterday before I went shopping.  The deal was I could buy the salad fixings as long as I made the salad that day.  I did.  I was happy with that.  Too often I put it off until the fixings are half bad.

And when I put it off, I eat the wrong things.  Oh yeah - I also made 5 boxes of sugar free jello yesterday to have on hand.   And I boiled eggs.

Today, I've cooked peas, fried taters (which you know are different from fried potatoes) and stir fry.  I made some terrible biscuits - not sure why they turned terrible.  I'll check on that more tomorrow.  I also turned the boiled eggs into deviled eggs.  I age peas, taters, eggs and bisquits.  With nice cold milk.  Oh it was good God.  Thank you for that food.

My back is still hurting.  I just took more tylenol.  Please help it work.

I was reading in your word again, Lord.  Sometimes it seems very clear - other times it's a puzzle to me.  Please grant me wisdom and understanding of your word.  Give me discernment.

Lord help me know and hear when you are speaking to me.  Be with Michelle and Michael.  Lord - give them patience and understanding and all the things they need.  Let Michael know I love him.  and Michelle.

Sometimes, I feel 'discarded' by my kids.  I know they will be there if I need them.  But they are so busy with their life, they have no idea how mine is.  They often plan how mine 'should' be - without any clue.  I love them.  And I'm so grateful for them.  But I need a life, God.  (back to the last blog)....

God, I'm going to sleep soon.  I'm tired today.  Please give me good rest tonight.  Be with Joey Lord and keep him safe.  And God, please make sure my sons are saved.  I have more peace about my girls, but not so much my sons, Lord.  They are good boys - and you know them better than me.  Please, Lord, don't give up on them - make sure my boys are saved before they die.

I love you,
Goodnight, Lord,

Just me -  Judy