It's me again

Hi God,

  It's just me again.  Thank you for all my blessings.  Thanks for my breathing being a smidgen better now. 

Lord, I turned the NACOC job over to you.  I was so scared.  I always feel so inadequate.  So un-qualified.  But anyhow, I turned this over to you and it was so funny.  The moment I did, I stopped worrying about it.  I think I might get this job.  And I think it would be good for me as well as being so ideal as far as the pay and hours are.  If I do or I don't, I still thank you for removing that fear and nervousness.  I thank you for having had the opportunity to apply here regardless of the results.

Lord, I thank you for Jennifer.  I see her daily trying to do your will and to control the things that are not pleasing to you.  Sometimes it's so hard for us human's Lord to control our human side.  I am so blessed by Jennifer.  She is always trying to help me - sometimes to the point of taking over for me, lol - but always trying to do what she thinks is best for me.

She is such a loving mother - and just enjoys being with her kids so much.  Lord, I ask you to please save Jay.  He's a good man and I so want him to go to heaven.  Lord, speak to him and call him until he can no longer resist and he comes to you.

Lord, give Jennifer patience, understanding and wisdom as she's coming into these hormonal, earth-twisting, EVERYTHINGS AN EMERGENCY, teenage years with her beautiful girls.  They are so beautiful and unique - so very different each and every one of them.  Be with Brina as she's leading the way thru those long, mixed up hallways of teenagers-to-adulthood years.  It can be so confusing when you're so up one moment and sad the next and angry and confused and mixed up.  The hormones are racing and you don't know how to handle them.  Bless her Lord - and guide her.  She's your child and loves you.  Bless them both Lord.  Keep your hand on them.

And Lord, look at Julia.  She is so neat.  Such a mess.  and so fun.  She needs you too.  She's trying to follow Brina and still be different.  She wants to do good - but she don't want to be just a carbon.  Help soften her heart toward her little sister and towards authority.  Give her understanding of why she needs to submit to authority.  In so many ways, Lord, she reminds me of her mom at that age.  And her mom is handling things so much better than I did.  Thank you for that.  Keep them both in your grace and hold them dear.  They are your children and they love you.

Little redheaded Lacey.  She is such a dear.  And you can really tell she's the baby of the group.  She just knows that everyone dotes on her - and who wouldn't?  She is so precious - and I ask that you guide her.  She is so sensitive, Lord.  Help her with that and let her know, it's okay if someone tells her no.  Lord, she's your child.  Please keep her safe and keep that beautiful smile on her face.

Lord, I love these 4 girls so much.  Help me guard my mouth so that my words won't hurt these girls.  I know that I sometimes say things one way and Jen thinks I mean them another way.  Please help me with this - and help me to not be critical.  Help me Lord when I go to offer advice or words to make sure it's what you would have me to offer.  And help me to word it correctly so that it's not taken the wrong way.  I do not want to ever hurt my daughter again.  I know I have in the past and Lord, I ask your forgiveness for this.  I have asked Jen's - and yours.

Well that's all for today, Lord.  Today is Jenny's day.  Next time it will be another child.  I love you Lord.